Our Anniversary

Today is July 2nd. On July 2nd 1966 we were married. It seems so long ago and yet not long enough. Harland bought me beautiful red roses and a lovely card. My daughter made dinner and we worry about our future with his kidney cancer. I think what a bummer. I keep asking why. Someone I know said that I should ask what God wants of me. I am not sure I know how to do that or what the answer would be if I listened in the way that I should listen. It has been so long. We have had some rough times and some happy times. Lately it has been mostly rough. Sometimes I just feel very numb.